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oszillator

by xanthippe p. d.

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1.
oszillator 02:22
2.
colored 04:22
- colored - I have colors in my head I can´t explain how it feels they will never understand that but you just shut up and listen you and I, me and you follow me in my mind it will be colorful and dark hear the sound and listen to me forget what you´ve been thinking be close to me we hide in the sonority from the others and ourselves what is stronger the light or the dark what makes you dream more what teases your senses I drag you down but it will be worth it if you don`t count on it I creep into your ear and enchant your soul I put a spell on you and make you weak-willed I am sorry but I can not change the way to bewitch you it must be extreme otherwise you`ll never lose your heart to me
3.
frozen 03:33
- frozen - now it seems to me as soon as the dark has come and the fog sleeply moves from the woods towards the village that the fog lifts in my head longing and memories feed my dreams at night confuse my mind time lost itself in me a world full of colorful pictures and big people reign and guide me home I`m in my mom's arms and dad paints pictures dancing in Mama's arms and Dad plays guitar and sings an old song about love and intrigue and laughs this little apartment under the roof frozen forever by the eternal ice of winter only a small area is still free from ice on the window I look into the living room where they all sit peacefully dreamily looking at the bright tree lovely sweet world full of love and luck and evil can do nothing no one can to scrape the window free I'm not powerful I see how it freezes more and shines forever until it disappears when my heart follows
4.
- crackled glass - as I look out of the window and think about what I`m doing today some sand trickles to my feet surprised....I bend down to look at him he is all white as from a remote beach seeking its origin.... where did he come from the window sill seems loose I touch it in order to test its stability what happens now is completely beyond my human mind it crumbles completely as beautiful white sand in my hand like a chain reaction triggered melts crackled glass of the window in front of my eyes and a warm breeze blowing salt around my nose I stare in silent terror against the spectacle suddenly there is a deafening noise and the whole city, my room and the floor under my feet disintegrates into sand it takes a few minutes to open my eyes I`m truly at a white beach by the sea it`s night but warm the stars blink at me again as they often did earlier the billowing wind envelopes me with love so lonely on this beach but I`m the first time in an eternity no longer lonely only here a little energy can refuel it`s the energy I need no burnt, feigned or half hearted energy this is good for me (this is good for you) back in the city, in this room I can not find it
5.
like a snake 03:33
- like a snake - like a snake she sneaks past my feet gentle shiver creeps up me now black night has dawned only shallow flickering light lights up your face and mine we see ourselves and that we look at each other but we see nothing only the rustle of the wind in the big pear tree stresses this endless bewitched moment it is a very warm night and a bottle of wine with relish we smoke a cigarette always secretly winking through the dark to catch a glance there is something in the air the toad calls from afar a kiss would dissolve the bond of magic but magic is magic
6.
the forest 05:11
- the forest - awakened by a dream I open my eyes raise myself in bed and get up with house slippers on my bare feet I sneak downstairs to the door and leave the house the fog is so close and tight as if he would never walk away he covers the horizon the leaves moan softly under my warm slippers I pull them out a deer is standing in the yard I see him in the silence of the night he looks right back and gives the same question back to me I go to the gate, to the road a deserted place swallowed by the dark mist the forest is silent his teeth are long and thin he stares and it seems that they grin directly at me his breath is mist he squeezes it through his jaws to me I walk a few steps toward him he will swallow me the forest the mighty, the eternal beauty the evil the forest is not far, the road not long the village is not large, my eyes not open
7.
it's enough 04:11
it`s enough - it`s enough! hurled through the city warmed by the rays of the sun star which can just be put on a road side many cars and people drive walk stand look talk about things you can not understand the city pulses the blood in the veins are the streets of the city who am I here ? the town spills over me the town says "hello" and "goodbye" with a nice smile and pushes you to the side if you stand in her way she doesn`t recognise if you stand in another street not far away she breathes out and sucks you in like the others do it it`s enough! otherwise it would be too much I`ve got to go in my meadows and woods alone sitting on my stone watching deers listening to the wind in the forest watching the stars at home
8.
- future machine - close your eyes and feel the pressure together we fight for our future take your place in this new world try to survive remember what you have learned there is nothing but the desert the sun burned down everything we are still alive but noone knows how much longer we can they will never catch us we fight for the future remember me if I should die the death is not the end racing in this future machine journey to the horizon deepest darkness makes you scream everything back to the top we are unbreakable loved and kissed wild and quiet I feel better when you`re on my side journey to the horizon I follow my heart as much as I can
9.
text by Molde
10.
somebody 04:33
- somebody - somebody waking up with me caressing my cheek and putting a kiss on it somebody who makes me a cup of tea in the morning and while brushing our teeth quarrells about the bathroom sink who settles me at the train station before he goes to work somebody thinking during the day about me and calls me from time to time to see how I feel somebody who if life is not so good to me sits in front of the tv with me and the soul can rest sink into the couch into each other timeless quiet who loves me truly who can stop me in a lovely way who brings me to the ground and does not take me so seriously somebody like you somebody who catches me when I fall who lets me catch him if he falls
11.
after fall 03:55
- after fall - I was young and the fire in my heart was burning bright it was cold and I went into the darkness outside I wasn`t lonely `caus you were there my only friend but I broke your heart and it still breaks your heart I felt the hope inside and knew that it will never end I can´t say goodbye and now I`m here again you know where is the snow falling down on my soul I need the time to really come down I leave you I just have to go whispering into the wind to talk to you feeling small as if no time had passed until to day I feel the fall in me and the sadness just like yesterday and it breaks my heart I wasn`t lonely `caus you were there my only friend it`s never easy
12.
- just memories - this message takes me completely out of my world everything is silent and senseless no matter what I do I stop what could I have done? did I give all I could? when did I see you the last time? what did we talk about? now you`re gone forever and everything is too late it`s all over for you I miss you immediately all pictures of you collect in my head I memorize them just memories stay very clear in my heart I wish another day even a single word just a laugh again together in the sunset just one last day just one last word just one last laugh in the summer sun slowly going down good bye see you later just memories stay very clear in my heart and it hurts...
13.
clocks 02:22

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Xanthippe plays dead in a new way of sound.
Follow her in her mind. It will be colorful and dark.
Shut up and listen!

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released November 22, 2015

All Songs written (but "Masahiko Harada", molde-cover) , produced and mixed by xanthippe alias Rebecca Kursawe, edits and mastering with help from the best guy ever Christian Ramisch.
Cover by the great Böller.

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